Well so much for my great ideas about if I started blogging I would sew more. That did not work out as planned. However, a new year is starting tomorrow or has already started (depending on where you live or when you read this). So I am going to try this again. My husband has tried reverse psychology on me stating that I must not really like sewing, that I shouldn't buy another pattern and/or fabric until I do something with what I already have....blah blah blah. I still keep buying and I insist that I love it, to the point that it really is all I want to do and yet I never do it. Is it fear of failure that holds me back? I do have a Type A personality (at least that is what I have been told). At the beginning of each year for at least about the last 5 years I have had so many great ideas, or are they delusions of grandeur of what I will make? And they never happen.
Now don't get me wrong I do sew things but not nearly as many as I think I should and definitely not enough to justify my stash. I don't do reviews on PatternReview. I enter contest and fall off the wagon after a week or two. I entered the Me-Made-Mondays on PatternReview and only completed two weeks. Now in my defense I did not find out about it until it was almost over and then the last week I was on Christmas Break and could not figure out what to put on. I mean I have a lot of me-made dresses and skirts but really on Christmas Break when I really could care less what I put on? So again another failure under my belt. Now I am not proud that I have entered the fabric stash and the pattern stash, and fell off. I have tried Me-Made-May three years in a row, only to discover I don't have enough me-made clothes to complete a month, so what's a girl to do but drop out. Don't get me wrong being a Type A kind of girl failure is never good but in the cyber world it just doesn't seem quite as bad as it would if I had to face "real" people.
Earlier this evening I just read about someone starting a 52 week sewing challenge, where you create an item each week (starting on Sunday and complete it by the following Saturday) on Instagram. Sounds great, sounds like something I want to do, but can I? I guess there really is only one way to find out but maybe I should start out with a 26 week challenge? Or as I remind my first graders, reach for the moon and even if you fail you will land among the stars. So hope/plan for 52 items and just see what happens? I'm going for it. I mean after all what do I have to lose? What will I gain if this works? A better looking blog, sewing experience, and hopefully enough clothes for Me-Made-May!
